dark slowed-down piano and an eerie sonic forest of bleep-bloops soundtrack and aimless meandering through the longest night of the year. inspired by the winter solstice, this episode of synthquest embraces the darkness and wishes you a very happy new year.
welcome to synthquest: relaxing, ambient soundscapes, 100% improvised, unedited, live and of the moment. meditation music for music lovers and an ambient music anti-show! put on your sleep mask, sit in meditation, settle into shavasana, embark on your evening walk, draw yourself a bath, and get ready for synthquest!
this year, more than previous years, I have felt the season in terms of the winter solstice. a slow, at times unwilling, hibernation creeping over my energy to do most things.
and why shouldn’t it? though it doesn’t conform to the go-go-go of modern life, it doesn’t seem outlandish to me that the truth of our planet in orbit would affect us, governing us more fully than weary human constructs.
these are the forces we don’t see directly, but experience in the shortening of days, the turning of the weather.
deep in our bodies, we know we are more fully immersed in the shadow side of the cycling that makes up our days, months and years.
when I was improvising this live, I had a sense of wandering — in the moment, I felt like I couldn't quite figure out where I was supposed to go with it.
maybe this is a time meant for feeling a little bit lost.
i highly recommend listening to synthquest through headphones. i'll also suggest settling into someplace comfortable to listen, or listening during a bath, massage, on a walk, while you make dinner — basically wherever you go or whatever you do to relax and decompress.
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about jen starsinic
synthquest is created by Jen Starsinic, a music artist, multi-instrumentalist, and community organizer living in Nashville, TN. She is the co-founder and artistic director of Girls Write Nashville, a nonprofit organization providing music mentorship and creative community to youth artists, as featured on NBC's Today Show and NPR's Here & Now. Said of her last studio release, EP Bad Actor —"there is a blissful aura that surrounds Starsinic’s sound, making for one of 2020’s must-hear albums."
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This year, more than previous years, I have felt the season in terms of the winter solstice. A slow, at times unwilling, hibernation creeping over my energy to do most things.
And why shouldn't it? Though it doesn't conform to the go-go-go of modern life, it doesn't seem outlandish to me that the truth of our planet in orbit would affect us, governing us more fully than weary human constructs.
These are the forces we don't see directly, but experience in the shortening of days, the turning of the weather.
Deep in our bodies, we know we are more fully immersed in the shadow side of the cycling that makes up our days, months and years.
When I was improvising this live, I had a sense of wandering — in the moment, I felt like I couldn’t quite figure out where I was supposed to go with it.
At some point, I let go of that expectation.
“This is a soundscape about darkness after all,” I thought to myself. Search though you might in the darkness, it is impossible to fully find your way.
Maybe this is a time meant for feeling a little bit lost.
Maybe it is a time meant for sitting with the darkness. Maybe that darkness has things to teach us about ourselves and about what we want to bring into our lives in the next year, as we embark on another turn around the sun.
This year, I’d like to thank you for being a part of the synthquest community, for tuning in week to week and listening to this music.
It’s become a wonderful project that I love creating, and I’m truly grateful to be on this journey with you.
I hope you all are having a wonderful season of darkness, are staying safe, and looking forward in some way to a New Year. And I hope you enjoy the tenth episode of synthquest — music for the winter solstice and a happy new year.